I never knew I would have so much trouble going through college. Becoming a nurse has been my dream ever since I was 8 and I could neve picture myself doing anything else. But I am now in my third year and I feel like I cry out of exhaustion 80% of the time. It is insanely difficult to do the online classes I feel like I’m not really learning anything. Which makes me wonder what am I gonna do at work. Not to mention how am I ever going to pass the board. I keep thinking this is too much for me to handle and I even thought I’d be better of just not existing at all.
I only have a year left and my older sister is helping me pay for school so stopping now is absolutely not an option. But I just don’t know how much of this I can take. And also what kind of nurse am I going to be if I can’t even handle myself. This is such a torture.
